Weekly (ha!!) Video Round Up #52 | The Wrap Ups

It’s been a while. But since I’m trying to get on track with blog posts, I thought it was time to catch up on what’s been taking up most of my screen time: my BookTube!! Here are the reading wrap ups you might have missed since we last checked in.

February 2022 Reading Wrap Up | February 2022 | 12 Book Reviews | Horror, nonfiction, modern classic

March Vlog Style Reading Wrap Up | March 2022 | March Mystery Madness| 10 books, 5 mysteries!

Q1 Readathon Check In | Jan, Feb, Mar Readathons | March Mystery Madness, TBR Tackle, BookTube Spin

New Orleans Mourning

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The first in the Skip Langdon series by Julie Smith, New Orleans Mourning, indroduces the lead character.

Skip Langdon might be from a wealthy esteemed white family in New Orleans high society, but she’s worked hard to distence herself from that past and set her self apart. At first rebellious without direction, joining the NOLA PD changed all that. She started at the bottom and is making her own way and her own name. True, she’s still only a beat cop but she’s ready to prove she can solve a high profile murder that happens on her rounds. But it’s going to mean going back to the roots she’s been trying hard to leave behind.

I read the third in this series and I was excited to see how Skip got her start. I picked the books up initially by they were set in New Orleans and I’m always looking to be transported there. These books are some of the baest for that, in my opinion. More than any other books I’ve read, they feel like New Orleans. The descriptions and vibe, makes me happy and nostalgic for a town I love. They are an older series, this book was written in 1990, so there are some outdated notions, ideas and language. And things like interracial marriages, white washing, or colorism, might stull shock Skip. But the lead character feels like she could be a real denizen of Nola, too. Especially bc the city has a history of pioneering (mostly black) women, especially in the police force. Another way in which these books feel a little ahead of their time, or at least not behind it, is the take on queer characters. So there’s an interesting mix here of a little outdated and a little progressive. I don’t know if Julie Smith intended these themes to be prevalent or picked up on. I’m not sure if colorism, queerness, interacial marriage, and womanly bodies, female friendship, found families, and the general relationships between the various groups depicted were intended to start conversations here but they definitely could. On the other hand, these books can be read as fun, 90s, cop mysteries. I like that the series can do both and I intend to keep reading to find out what happens to Skip along the way!! I recommend the Skip Langdon series to those who like strong females leads, especially if you enjoy a bigger bodied heroine, readers who want to read books set in New Orleans, and people who like cop dramas and cop mysteries.

What is your favorite city for a book to be set in?

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The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo

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I never imagined that The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid could have lived up to the hype, but it totally did!!

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The famous, infamous, sought after Evelyn Hugo, star of screen and stage, fashion icon, volatile starlet idol, has been out of the spot light for many years. She rarely does appearances, she barely ever does interviews. So when Monique, an unheard of and often overlooked small time reported is given the task to interview her, Monique is surprised, delighted, and confused. What could be the real reason she was requested by the illustrious actress?

Man, ever since joining booktube I’d been hearing about this book and how much everyone looooves it. This isn’t the book that put Taylor Jenkins Reid on the booktube map, but it is the book that cemented her there as a goddess of the community. I’d seen other works of hers in little free libraries but never picked them up. I figured she could not possibly live up to the hype. Why I ended up grabbing this one, I’m not sure. When I read it, I was definitely surprised. I really really enjoyed it!! It made me tear up! It was complex, sweet, cold, interesting and well written. In this book, I feel that Reid has a way of grounding the reader in her reality and making them believe in the characters and be alive in her world. She spins enough reality, a splash of envy, treads of wish and wanting , and a dash of magic and wonder into a web that her reader easily falls into. Don’t misunderstand me, this book is a contemporary, not magical realism. The “magic” here comes from our own love of glamour, romance and misfortunes. This is a classic Hollywood tale with all the sequins and dazzle, hiding the pain and dishevelmant behind the scenes. It feels like a real story about a real actress. There’s a little bit of a mystery in this book, a very nice love story, some tragedy, and a lot of husbands. Unlike many of the contemporary books I read in 2021, this one didn’t feel too modern. It wasn’t trying to hard to have snappy dialog or “hip” characters. It felt how actual people might talk or interact or react. It was well balanced. It was fast paced and compellled the reader. Although it has multiple perspectives, both were interesting and I wasn’t rushing to get back to the one I preferred. The two voices were distinct. I would highly recommend this book to people who want to try a booktube darling, those wondering what all the hype about modern contemporary books is, readers who like fast paced and well balanced stories, readers who like Hollywood based stories or those who like a little romance in a book.

Have you read this book? Did it live up to the hype for you?

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Convenience Store Woman

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Another brilliant and unexpected LFL find, I really really enjoyed Convenience Store Woman by Sayaka Murata!

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Keiko works in a convenience store, she has for the last 18 years. She’s good at her job, she does it well and she enjoys the benefits she receives: doing a good job, providing a service, good customer interaction, training fellow employees, making the store presentable. She is happy in her routine. But outside pressures, from her family and friends, are threatening her routine and pleasant existence. Why doesn’t she want a better job, a husband, a change?

I really connected with this book. I love to work in the service industry and find the jobs I do rewarding, fulfilling and important. I love to have a happy customer and a clean store. It is a valid and chosen career. I loved that the main character in CSW felt the same and it was heartbreaking to see her confused and unsettled by “well meaning” friends and family. Although this book doesn’t outright say that she is neurodivergent, it’s pretty clear that she is. I think we are not straight out told by this book is completely from her perspective and since she hasn’t been diagnosed in that manner and since she knows no other way to be, it doesn’t occur to her that people might see her state of being as being afflicted. I really enjoyed that, bc that’s true! We say nuerodivergant, but if that is the way a person’s brain works, that’s the way it works. Just because it is not statistically “normal”, doesn’t mean there is something wrong with that person. It was an interesting look and commentary on that fact. And on the idea that social norms don’t work for everyone. Not everyone needs a significant other to a “real” job to be happy and whole. It was interesting to see this contrasted with a rigid socially structured culture like in Japan. This is a story of someone who knows them selves well and fights to keep their identity. I would highly recommend this for people looking for stories about outisiders or characters who strike their own path, readers interested in stories where nuerodivergence plays a role, and anyone who has even been told a job they enjoy doesn’t matter.

Have you read this story? What were the major themes that you picked up on?

This book can be seen in my July 2021 Wrap Up.

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The Water Cure

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I put The Water Cure by Sophie Mackintosh in my video about 20 Books I Heard About in 2020 and Want to Read in 2021, and was so happy to find it in a Little Free Library a few months later!!

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Three sisters live on an island with only their mother and father for company. They are put through rigorous tests and exercises, taught to be always vigilant against the outside world and especially the dangerous and afflicted males of the world. When three men wash up on the shore, their world is turned upside down.

Phew, this was an unsettling one. In tone, structure, and subject matter, this book was unconventional, strange and often off putting. We are kept in the dark about many things and at the same time shown seems in graphic detail. The book is told in multiple perspectives including a conbined perspective or conciousness which takes some getting used to. I don’t usually like multi perspectives, but this really warmed for me, in part by the reader is kept off kilter in many aspects, but also bc the perspectives do not alternate each chapter. Sections are devoted to all parties, often several chapters at a time, or for whole sections. There is a lot of grief and violence, unease and manipulation in this book, but I still felt for each main character in their own way. There are some anticipatory elements to this book, which usually I really dislike, but bc the entire book made me feel off kilter, these were just another aspect of the overall discomfort of this book. All that being said, I really liked this one, and look forward to reading more of Mackentosh’s work. This could have felt like a Young Adult Novel, by all the main characters are in their teens or early twenties, but luckily, it did not go that route. It is a novel for adult readers and there are many adults themes and trigger warnings. If you do not want to read about child abuse, spousal abuse, cheating, grooming, infant death, or bodily harm or horror, this might not be the book for you. I would recommend this book to those who like plague books, dystopian stories, isolated woman tales and readers who like weird books.

Sophie Mackentoch has a new book out this year, Blue Ticket, I look forwarding to reading that when I find it. If you like a book, will you move tight to the next of the authors work, or do you file the info away?

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84, Charing Cross Road

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A contender for my favorite nonfiction, and possibly book of 2021, 84 Charing Cross Road is not at all what I expected. More of a memoir told in letters, and Helene Hanff’s love letter to book lovers.

*this book did end up being my favorite of the year!! See that video here.

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Finding the used books surrounding her upper west side apartment lacking, Helene Hanff turns to writing to a renowned book seller she has heard about at 84 Charing Cross Road, London, England. A play write, screen writer, and scholar, her book taste are extensive and specific. She finds a match to her love of books and a friend with the attendants on the other end of her letters.

This collection of letters, spanning more than 30 years, become more than just requests for specific used books, and Helene becomes a friend and patron of the workers at 84 Charing Cross Road. Her unorthodox manner and style, practically unheard of at the time, endears not only the main book seller, but many of the other employees, some writing to her in secret. Through many letters, the reader learns her personality, as they must have on the recieveing end of her requests. As we learn more about her life, and generosity, so too do we learn about the individuals and family, friends and neighbors of the Charing Cross road book shop. Helene goes out of her way to care for her new friends, sending care packages and letters to spouses. Although the letters can be sporacdic, partly bc Helene was not terribly organized, and partly be she originally didn’t intend to keep them, one comes to love both sides of this unusual exchange and becomes invested in the lives and well being of all these seemingly disparate people. I particularly love the ideas and implications of community, family and shared love for people who may never meet. The times when letters go unanswered or months or year pass with no letter at all seem intolerable and deeply sad. But then a letter or a book will arrive and we are once again among friends. Some of the original authors of letters disappear, and we have no way of contacting them or finding out their further stories and it is heartbreaking. The relationships built in the slim volume will stick with me for a long time, and I have thought about this book so often since first reading it. I would highly recommend this book to all readers, partly bc it is a love letter to readers and books, partly bc it’s a delightful and easy read for fiction and nonfiction lovers, and partly bc it is a heartwarming and heartbreaking story of caring for our fellow human. I would entreat all to read this book.

I also read the sequel and continuation of this nonfiction story (much later in 2021) . It’s rare we get a sequel to a true life story, but with Helene we are that lucky!

This book can be seen in my July Wrap Up.

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Weekly Video Round Up #49

1/18 - BookTube Spin 2022 | Spin 5 Reaction | Tricked Again! | BookTube Game | Rick MacDonnell

1/24 - Keep or Toss 2021 | Going thru all 95 books I read last year | Unhaul | Bookshelf Tour | Read Shelf

1/26 - Favorite and Least Favorite Book Covers of 2021 | Best and Worst Covers I Read | 2021 Year in Review

1/28 - Little Library Tour | 12 Little Libraries in New Jersey | Xmas decor, jersey shore, free books!

Children of Men

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The last of three books I read for a PD James reading Vlog, Children of Men is her only Sci Fi. I was lucky enough to find this library discard copy in a little free library near my work.

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It’s been 30 years since it was discovered that no new children were being born. Theo has settled into the end of his life, he teaches adults in college, he loves his flat, he only sometimes regrets his lost loves. He is comfortable and not looking for excitement before death. He is not expecting to get thrown into conspiracy, and possibly change the course of the human race.

This books starts on Jan 1 2021, and I almost wish I had started reading it then, too. But I’m happy that it was a coincidence that I did end up reading it sometime in 2021. It’s also about a global phenomenon that effects all humans, so reading it in 2021 was timely in that way, as well. As I mentioned this is PD James’ only sci fi. Written in the 90s, It was made into a well received movie in the 2000s. I really liked the idea of how each nation, focusing on England, would deal with a global health crisis. This book is quite English centric, perhaps satirically stating that England would handle this issue far better than other nations. But behind the national inovations, comforts and conceits there are dark forces at work, to keep the peace at least from a outside perspective. Under the stoic sheen of a well organized country and world dying naturally, PD James does a great job at keeping an undercurrent of uncomfortableness and unease. I don’t love tense anticipation in stories, but this was more of a proclaimed foreboding. This is a story about the salvation of the human race, but also of one man and the idea that self possessed determination can change the course of a life. One can decide to live, or resign themselves to death. This book tackles that in an interesting way, depicting a resistance to action with a long interlude in the middle of the story. This book and story have certainly earned a place in sci fi history and it’s easy to see why this is a modern classic of the genre. I would highly recommend this to PD James fans, bc it is so different than her well known mysteries. But there are glimmers of her more more traditional work. For instance the flat of our main character is pretty much identical to a flat described in The Private Patient, the last of the Adam Dalgliesh novels and written nearly 30 years later. I would also recommend this book to sci fi lovers, those interested in the classics of the genre, people who like end of the world stories, or readers who want to read about global pandemics and their geopolitical repercussions.

Have you read this book? What are your thoughts? What is your favorite classic sci fi story?

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Call Me By Your Name

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I was looking around for another book featuring queer writers or characters for Pride month and settled on Call Me By Your Name by Andre Aciman. I had heard of the book and the movie, but never seen the latter.

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Elio is used to his father’s university students joining them for their summers in Italy. The students help his father with his work, study and work on their own writing, lounge by the pool and visit the village. Elio doesn’t often interact with them. But the year Oliver is on exchange, Elio takes notice. An at first timid and distant relationship soon blossoms into something new and strange. This coming of age and coming out story is to told in the sweeping and majestic thoughts, feelings and emotions of a teenage boy.

I had heard of the movie with Timothy Chalemet and Arrmie Hammer, heard that this was a queer love story of two young men in Italy over a summer. I had also heard that there was some controversy over the age gap and potential grooming/exploitation. I was interested to learn that Aciman was an Egyptian author, the first I have read from, I believe. And I was excited to read this divisive queer book. I found it on audio, read by Hammer. He had recently fallen under another shadow in the media, being accused of potential abuse and cannibalistic tendencies. But I really enjoyed his performance and voice acting. I might still be torn on the age difference in this book, as it is a little too far and the young portion a little too young to be entirely comfortable. And I was quite shocked with the graphic sexual descriptions and content in this book. It was much steamier than I had anticipated. It was the kind of audio book one wants to make sure others don’t hear snippets of ideally or out of context, unexpectedly. All that being said, I really enjoyed the book, the love story and it’s, to many readers, unsatisfying ending. There has recently been a sequel written, but personally I would not like to read it and have this story extended. I quite liked the ending and feel satisfied with the story as so and would not want to learn something I may not like. This book reminded me a lot in subject and in tone to a movie from the 90s I equally like, Stealing Beauty. It gave me the same longing, vacation, wishing for love, vibes that that movie does. The infinite possibilities of summer, the wistfulness for summer love. I would recommend this book for those interested in reading something in that vain, those who want to read more m/m romances, readers who like queer books, but in all those categories, only those who can handle explicit sex scenes in books.

What is your favorite queer centered book?

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Hunger Makes Me a Modern Girl

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My friend Noah was getting rid of some books before they moved and I spotted Carrie Brownstein’s memoir, Hunger Makes Me a Modern Girl.

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Carrie Brownstein is one of the forerunners and creators of the post punk girl band Sleater Kinney. She is an actress and comedian also well known for Portlandia. In Hunger Makes Me a Modern Girl she shares moments of her childhood, creating her dream band, her thoughts on growing up queer and her struggles with anxiety and mental health.

I was never a huge fan of Sleater Kinney, but I was indrotuced to them by an ex who was. Much like my favorite post punk band, Sleater Kinney contained an introverted but luminescent member who people of a certain ilk were drawn to. In Sleater Kinney that was Carrie Brownstien. Lovely, queer, quiet but Carrie wrote my favorite song from the group. She titled this memoir after that song. I was very interested in learning more about her relationshio to the band, growing up in Olympia Washington, and growing up queer. And while this memoir does relate many of those things, as well as her relationship with her mother who suffered from a severe eating disorder, her father coming out as gay later in life, and her struggle with mental health and anxiety, this book is mostly about her time and experiences with Sleater Kinney. This memoir is weirdly impersonnal, holding the reader at arm’s length at all times. How Brownstien felt about many of the elements in her life is told in a clinical or separated way, and one never feels like you know the whole story, even from her perspective. She is holding back from connecting with the audience and with telling her truth. I enjoyed this book, but it left me not much more educated about it’s subject than I was before reading it. I would recommend this book to readers who like band memoirs, especially those who like to hear about each album of a band and how they were conceived, or fans of the band Sleater Kinney. I would not suggest this book for those who like in depth memoirs, or fans of Portlandia.

What is your favorite book about a band? Or what is your favorite memoir?

This book can be seen in my June Wrap Up.

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Weekly Video Round Up #47 - The End of BXXKmas, the Start of a New Year

1/5 - 2022 Reading and Channel Goals | 2021 Goals Recap | New Year 2022 | Can I meet these book goals??

1/6 - BXXKmas 2021 | Week 5 Vlog | Finishing Books | Readathons Recap | Happy New Year 2022!! | Cat Butts

1/7 - TBR ASMR #16 | Book ASMR, page turning, scratching, rubbing, bird & nature sounds, gentle breathing

1/9 - December Vlog Style Reading Wrap Up | December 2021 | 8 books in Dec | Classic Mystery, Nonfiction

The Nickel Boys

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For most of 2021, I thought The Nickel Boys would be my favorite read of the year. I read so many amazing books but it still made my top ten.

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Elwood Curtis’ life is changed forever when he is sent to The Nickel Academy, a reform school for boys in 1960s Florida.

* editor’s note: This book is reviewed out of order. Usually I post books in order that I read them. This is one of my favorite books of the year, but I struggled to review it and so it is later in my reviews and out of order.

Based on true places and events, this was a beautiful and heartbreaking book. It was a short novel but definitely is well defined and well paced. It was also a brutal tale of racism, prejudice and hope in the heart of the civil rights movement. Made more sad and poignant bc we know many of these true stories exist, this fictional account really emotionally involved the reader. I loved that the story unfolded in a way that kept me guessing, and broke my heart but was also ultimately uplifting. I cried at the end of this book, for the characters but also that we live in a world where reform school existed and still exist. I read this only weeks before hearing of the bodies uncovered in Canadian reform schools where indigenous children were imprisoned, tortured and killed. And to know that those injustices still run rampant, it’s defintatly a tough read. I would highly recommend this book tho, if you, as a reader, can handle the difficult subject matter. The writing is compelling and characters endearing. I think this is a good book for those who know some of this true history and are looking to hear fictional stories of that time, or those who want to learn more but aren’t ready to start with the more graphic true accounts. I would recommend The Nickel Boys to readers who like historical fiction set during the civil rights movement, or people who like southern American tales.

This book is featured in my March Wrap Up.

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Weekly Video Round Up #46 - Penultimate BXXKmas Videos

12/27 - 20 Books that I Found Out About in 2020 and Want to Read in 2021 Recap | BXXKmas 2021 | Reaction Vid

12/28 - BookTube Spin 2021 Reading Vlog | Spin 4, Book 1 | BXXKmas 2021 | Golden Age Classic Mystery | Crime

12/29 - 21 Books I Found Out About in 2021 That I Want to Read in 2022 | BXXKmas 2021 | Booklist for 2022

12/30 - BXXKmas 2021 | Week 4 Vlog | xmas day reading, lights, romances, horror, finishing two books!

12/31 - LAST Recently Acquired Books | BXXKMas 2021 | Little Free Libraries, Used Book Stores, From Mom

Death Comes to Pemberley

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Death at Pemberley is PD James’ homage to and continuation of Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austin.

After the events of Pride and Prejudice, Elisabeth and Mr Darcy are once again thrown into drama but in a stuffy British way. .

I’ve never read P&P, having done so might have increased my enjoyment of this book. But maybe not. I read this book as part of my project (“project”) to read all of PD James’ work. We ALL know I love her mysteries, but she has a few other types of books as well. I read this along side with one of her mysteries and her only Sci Fi. What I really did enjoy about Death Comes to Pemberley was that is was obvious that this book was an exercised for James to write in the style of another author. Although I haven’t read from the author she is emulating, I feel like this was a really successful take on it. The writing in this felt very “classic”! I liked that this book was a big departure from the kind of writing I’m used to reading from PD James. I liked that I was able to live vicariously through this book as far as reading a book (P&P) that I will never actually read. Or don’t even plan or intend to read. There was a lot about Pride and Prejudice in this book so I feel like I don’t really need to read that one now. Although this is billed as a mystery, there isn’t much mystery here. But I feel like that was an intentional choice as that is how a P&P mystery would be. More stuffy as well as easy to solve is how I would assume Jane Austin would have written this “sequel”. I certainly didn’t dislike this book, I thought it was fine. I would recommend this book for fans of Pride and Prejudice, people who enjoy retellings of classic novels, readers who like to read continuations of classics written by modern authors, and of course PD James lovers, like me!

What modern retelling or continuation is your favorite?

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The Book of Tea

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I had heard of The Book of Tea somewhere and wanted to read it for the 1900-1950 Readathon. It was written by Okakura Kakuzo in 1906.

The Book of Tea is part instructional manual, part philosophy, part history, all about tea.

I’m not sure where I first heard of this, or what I was expecting from this book. I didn’t realize that it was going to be basically a eastern philosophy text. It explains and explores Teasim. How that philosophy fits in with other eastern views, how it is or may be responsible for movements in art, structure and life. Kakuzo also pokes a lot of fun or is openly critical about how the western world views tea and what they do with it. He often makes the comparison between the good that has come from the eastern obsession with tea and how it evokes opposite effects in the west. I really liked that this was very simple and easy to read. Although it got a little snarky in places, I think this is not a bad place to start with East Asian philosophy. I would recommend this book to those interested in Eastern studies, Japanese history, students interested in non western history and studies, those who love Japanese culture, and of course people who really enjoy tea!

What philosophy books have you read? Which area of philosophy do you most enjoy learning about?

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Weekly Video Round Up #43: BXXKmas 2021!

12/1 - End of the Year Book Tag | BXXKmas 2021 | Reading Plans for Dec 2021 | Reading Tag | Nonfiction

12/2 - Should I Switch to Storygraph? | BXXKmas 202 | How I Use Goodreads and Reaching My GR Goal | Ramble

12/3 - TBR ASMR #15 | BXXKmas 2021 | Cloak & Dagger Xmas | Christie's Missing | cats, tapping, scratching

12/4 - BXXKmas 2021 | 1 More Month of Zero Waste | December 2021 | Buy No Gifts | Free & Easy Zero Waste

12/5 - What Book Prize Books Have I Read? | BXXKmas 2021 | Do I follow any Book Prizes? | Dune, PD James